THE
CROW THEORY
or a hundred thousand
years, the greatest
of the gods was the Crow
- the dream-carrier who
brought civilization to
the people in Neolithic
times. Mammoth-ivory carvings
found over a vast area
from Europe to the Near
East depict a goddess
with the raptor traits
of a carrion bird: three-fingered
talons and a beaked face
- a predator Crow with
breasts.
About
ten thousand years ago,
when the goddess became
a god, the same winged
omnivore continued as
chief deity almost everywhere:
the archaic Greeks called
him Cronos - literally,
the Crow - the tireless
traveler and hunger machine.
The Romans named him Saturn,
God of Time. The sun god
Apollo, whose name means
the Destroyer, was another
Greek avatar of the Crow.
As was the Norse king
of the gods, Odin. To
the Celts, as well as
to the aboriginal American
nations, this scavenger
bird carried the cosmic
significance of the great
benefactor, the creator
of the visible world.
The Germanic and Siberian
tribes similarly worshiped
the Crow as an oracular
healer. And in China,
the black-feathered predator
was the first of the imperial
emblems, representing
yang, the Sun and the
vitality of the emperor.
At
our human limits, when
we’ve gone as far
as our bodies and imagination
can take us, we meet the
eternal ones - the powers
that built our flesh out
of the mineral accidents
of creation and that are
now building our individual
fates out of time and
the accidents of our hearts.
They are as spaceless
and timeless as numbers
and yet, as with numbers,
all order in space and
time comes from them.
In a glare of earthlight,
the Crow emerges out of
the super-real. He is
the appetite of the eternal
ones for the mortal powers
of the world.
J
O’Barr’s The
Crow is an excarnation
of this celestial devourer.
This Crow is the same
melancholy avenger who
castrated his father (Uranus),
king of the mountains,
ten thousand years ago
in the first kingdoms,
the brutal Aryan war camps
of Indo-Europe. He is
immemorially old - and
inconsolable. Because
he is his own Hades. Ghosts
dwell in him. His clown-white
and feminine features
harken back to the ivory
Crow-goddess of a hundred
thousand years ago. The
maker as the taker, the
blood-drained face of
mama death, her ghost
crows descending to pluck
the souls from our corpses.
The
blood remembers this.
What O’Barr adds
is the acid-burn of city
apocalypse. The physical
dread of our animal grief
in the asphalt canyons
where death pretends to
be life. By this immediacy,
O’Barr creates rough,
spare, sinewy and rapid
arcs of vision and makes
a simple supernatural
tale of revenge a poison-cure
to mindless violence and
its complete absence of
imagination.
Tears.
Salty blood. Bone shards
and the sludge of brains
attend this vision of
the transcendental mystery
of the Crow. It is how
the dead are tongued with
fire. Shadows of ink play
with motionless motions
on the emptiness of the
page and a Crow wakes
in the heart. It is an
illusion and a voluptuous
truth about why we are
unfinished and cannot
fly.
And,
because the hand really
is no different from what
it creates, it is also
O’Barr’s personal
truth - a ritual, done
for us.
As with every true ritual,
it is a killing floor.
The more sacred the ritual,
the more messy and gruesome
the bloodletting. Saturn
disemboweled. Odin pierced
and hanging from the storm
tree. The Crow creating
a zombie to destroy dozens
of violent, evil lives.
This purging of evil is
a primordial fantasy prominent
even at the deepest range
of consciousness - because
it is rooted in the suzerain
truth that we are all
equal before death. No
mortal has the right to
take another’s body
or life. Yet, people are
raped and killed every
hour. The whole world
is infected, and the innermost
secret spirit inside the
recesses of inert matter
watches without blinking.
The
Crow is this chthonic
spirit’s long fantasy.
Four billion years of
raw food eaten alive has
made the animal mind we
have inherited a wild,
hungry happiness. Life
feeds voraciously on the
silence of the dead. Behold
our species’ ravening
of planetary resources.
We are already, all of
us, survivors of aftermath.
In our ignorance and tameless
greed, we have raped and
killed the only woman
the Crow ever loved. Now,
his scar-split mask fills
the world, and each of
us is one of his casualties.
Remember
that black bird Noah first
sent out over the floodwaters?
Remember how it never
returned? How it just
kept flying above the
drowned horizons? Where
did it go? The white bird
that flew next brought
back the olive leaf. Ever
since then, the dove has
signified salvation. But
what do you think is the
significance of the black
bird?
From
the carbon diamond at
the center of all living
things, open eyes watch.
Black eyes. Not blinking.
Inspiration
is the faithful happiness
of that part of ourselves
that is best fulfilled
in hell and that precedes
us there - our soul.
Much
inspiration has come to
many souls in the last
few years from James O’Barr’s
The Crow.
The
Crow’s deathwatch
begins when life itself
becomes an illness: the
incurable condition of
being human. Words are
too small. Everything
we have created is too
small. Cities, civilization,
planets themselves are
too small before this
vanishing. The real world
that the white bird reveals
is not enough. Its future
offers nothing. And worse
yet - its past can never
be changed. To be wholly
human, we need a deeper
memory of ourselves. And
so we look to the transphenomenal
world and its emblem since
Paleolithic times - the
Crow.
He
is bigger than death.
His dark eyes have outstared
the void. His shadow nailed
to the heart of the atom
falls across veils of
stars. Full of emptiness,
he returns over the vast
waters from the forgotten
country. Killing is a
celebration for him. And
through O’Barr’s
evocation, he avenges
the innocent dead. He
stalks the crimson road
of the slain. He mourns
lost love so ardently
that desire and death
become one in a gallery
of memories floored with
blood.
The
Crow is looking for you.
He was looking for James
O’Barr and found
him on the dead white
page, hungering for the
impossible. Blood became
ink. And that strange
ink continues its transformations
in other hands. They shape
healing out of what cannot
be changed.
The
Crow is looking for you.
If he finds you, he will
seize you with claws that
are your own wounds. He
may jam you into the worm
dirt - into the phylogenetic
depths of the psyche.
Or he may carry you through
a tunnel of fire to his
nest inside the sun.
The flight may take a
wrong turn. Phantoms.
Gargoyles screaming. And
the furious animosity
and cold rage peculiar
to the human animal. Hold
on. The journey is ouroboric.
You return to where you
began. And if you are
lucky, you will be left
with one or more black
feathers. With these quills
of night, you may barter
for all the meaning in
your life.
Stories
and images are fantasies.
They are not real. They
are more than real.
For the true wordless
reality of all that is
possible in our lives,
we must seek the white
bird. But to do the impossible
- to free souls imprisoned
in hell - to make music
from notes of the dead
bell - to meet again the
dead we have lost - to
meet the dead - we need
the Crow.
Uplifting.
Up above the floodwaters.
In the void. In the mysterious
domain of pure potential.
In the realm of the unreal.
Flying through the sacred
nothing. We cross the
shaman’s sky. The
Crow is our guide. His
darkness knows the way
through darkness.
Bitterness,
depression, shattering
despair are the transfiguring
powers that eventually
accompany each of us during
our brief provisional
lives. The Crow vision
first won by people in
the ferocious ice ages
enfolds us in a strength
wider than our personal
damage.
The
dark bird drifts through
the anti-life: the life
of the imagination, where
the dead are brought back
to us piece by piece.
Across
the world of the white
bird, Noah’s children
are raped and slain every
hour and the secret spirit
watches without blinking.
Something very different
is going on over the wide
celestial waters of the
Crow. In the far country,
where the dead are tongued
with fire, the Crow is
an ethical finality. He
is the dream-carrier of
holy retribution. He knows
every devil was born in
heaven. He understands
that love is stronger
than death. And in the
name of love, he delivers
justice to the wicked.
The
Crow Theory" first
appeared in The Crow:
Shattered Lives &
Broken Dreams, edited
by J. O'Barr and Ed Kramer,
Del Rey, October 1999 |